Emotional basket case = Laura

We only have 48 hours until we leave for Playa del Carmen and I'm an absolute MESS! I'm so nervous about leaving John....I can't sleep, I've had a headache for 3 days, and I've made myself sick to my stomach!

Yesterday I typed out a medical consent letter, giving both sets of grandparents permission to make medical decisions on our behalf....I CRIED!!! I seriously cried big ole' crocodile tears! (I'm typing this now and starting to get a little teary eyed...sheesh!)



I remember my mom crying when I would go visit my grandparents in Colorado for the summer. And I remember thinking to myself, how silly it was for her to cry! WELL now I understand! She totally had a reason to cry too....she put me on a plane by myself! Of course things were different back then but still! I can't even imagine!

So I'm sitting at work, taking very deep breaths and attempting to talk myself down from this anxiety high! I think I may go do some last minute Mexico trip shopping at lunch! Maybe that will help!